im at the end of my rope. I’ve always tried to look at the bright side of it, but i dont see a bright side anymore…………

whelp, im about done with everything now. just…… fuck. fuck everything right now. this fucking sucks.

If you are happy, fuck you, I’m not

Fuck it, I’m just gonna die forever single

ever feel like no one loves you? well thats how i feel like right now. I just feel like shit and im sick and tired of being alone, but i dont know how to change this. I feel like a dont serve any purpose at all, and it just makes everything worse. i just wanna crawl in a hole and die

Oh thank god

please dont be a tumor, please dont be a tumor, please dont be a tumor………

oh, you text me you got a boyfriend? thats nice. How long did it take for that to happen? a week?, oh wow. I tried for 7 MONTHS with you. Thats something i really didnt need to know. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck everything. just fuck everything. I just dont understand anything anymore. 

i give up, i just give up, im tired of all of this sadness im going through and i just dont know what to do. i just feel so alone 

i dont know what to do anymore

and right when i start feeling better, i see that photo and it brings me back to the beginning of my depression, and it hurts so fucking bad